i get these cranky yankee e-mails all the time so i know exactly what you mean and how you feel. i am curious, though, about how you feel about your weight. those of us who struggle with weight. i'm a card-carrying member of jenny craig. i know this struggle. i know what it means. how do you feel? are you thinking, i am fine the way i am or, listen, i am trying to lose a couple pounds. >> i have always struggled with my weight since i started having children, since my daughter was born ten years ago. it has been a roller coaster ride of weight gain and loss. i lost 40 pounds between my second and third child and gained it all back and then some with thigh mie third child who is now a year old. if i cannot shop off the plus-size rack, that would be great. i'm not ashamed of myself. i'm proud of who i am. i think i do a job that is not necessarily worth being critical about my appearance. talk to me about the stories i cover, not the way i look. >> there you go. >> jennifer, part of the story is what you said and did. the other part is the response from people. what do you think it